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aku tatap layar laptop layarnya nyala terang; silau! lampu yang lain padam, karna  sudah malam. gelap-gelap gulita, gegap gempita? aku tunggu bunyi tingnung! tanda pesan dari kamu tapi kok gak muncul-muncul? aku bingung. tapi, ya, udah. itu bukan akhir dunia. hahaha hehehe.

bg - statue - png (s) aku mencoba estetis. estetis itu apa? gak tau!

Feel the Breeze between the Iceberg Beberapa kata dariku dan banyak potret untukmu.

...but then we went wrong.

Feel the Breeze between the Iceberg

so what do i do? i had wanted to stop and forget but then we met once again, all over again.

maybe it's time to stop. to close my own eyes and open it up again only to found the reality right in front of me. it is time to stop. no more thinking and just let it all in. eat it up and gulp it down. the old radio from the other day, all our favorite sad, gloomy songs, and the scrapbook on the scrap heap: i will keep them all. but, the time has come for me to stop. the feelings which can't be put into words, nor sorted prim and properly, only keep piling on and on until all of it become way too much, so much it broke me down. so let's break it up. all of it. all of me.

Karena nanti bisa jadi gila. Gila karena cinta atau cinta karena gila?

Selamat, selamat apa yang wisuda? Selamat wisuda, Bosq!

Eh, ada yang gak tau malu muncul lagi setelah ngilang untuk waktu yang cukup lama. Hehehe. Halo. Maaf udah lama banget blog ini gak update . Yang punyanya lagi sibuk sama kuliah. :)

you, look as good as the day i met you i forget just why i left you, i was insane stay, and play that blink-182 song that we beat to death in tucson, OK i know it breaks your heart moved to the city in a broke down car and four years, no call now i'm looking pretty in a hotel bar and i, i, i, i, i, can't stop no, i, i, i, i, i, can't stop The Chainsmokers - Closer ft. Halsey

I am drowning, and you won't know You never knew, so why would you know, now? I never tell you And the stars feel so bright, yet again And I feel you too are so bright, as always And you won't realize My bruised lips, my broken heart I never hope you to

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source thank you, love you.

分からないの？ 私、いつも君ばかり考えてるよ ずっと、ずっと・・・

when was the last time I draw my first OC omg look it's in 2 0 1 2 !!! which mean I haven't draw her for 4 years gosh today i draw her once again and she turned into an auntie !!! like wtf what happened in the past 4 years??? has my character grown old too??? this is a life m y s t e r y ... . . . .

bahagia lulus sma dengan ijazah yang baik masuk ptn yang diinginkan tidur makan bahagia kamu tidak harus ke sekolah di hari senin tidak harus ulangan fisika pada hari rabu ini tidur aku berhasil lulus sma dengan ijazah yang baik, masuk ptn yang diinginkan, tidak harus ke sekolah di hari senin, dan tidak harus ulangan fisika pada hari rabu ini. aku sudah makan dan tidur yang cukup. dan aku bahagia. tapi aku masih menginginkanmu. tidak usah jadi milikku, cukup ada di sisiku saja. aku tidak lagi ingin tenggelam dan melupakanmu untuk selamanya. biar aku mengingatmu sebagai kenangan yang baik, menyimpanmu dekat di jantung hati. untuk selamanya. selamanya.

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“And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.” ― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince i have no secret. just truth that hasn't been said, that's all.

full view Throughout the years, I am glad that I didn't give up on drawing. I will work harder from now on. Wish me luck. ❤︎ 🌟

yet i hate it when someone lies to me

source Robin has someone she fond of very much. She promised to herself that she will hold her dearest one closely. Next to her heartbeat whenever, wherever, no matter what happen.

Hatiku berdegup Bukan karena kamu Tapi karena aku Masih hidup Bernapas, dan hidup Aku hidup Dan bukan karena kamu Namun terkadang Ada waktu dimana Aku rasa Bahwa jantungku berdetak Terlalu cepat Setiap kamu ada Di sampingku, nyata Begitu nyata Namun juga tidak

Kusapa sore hari dengan rasa letih, namun tetap bersemangat. Bertanya-tanya apa yang telah terjadi selama aku pergi tidak kurang dari dua jam. Membayangkan lampu-lampu cahaya kecil-kecil yang bernyala-nyala. Nyaris tersenyum.

mengubur diriku dalam-dalam. aku malu. malu, benar-benar malu.

...well actually yesterday but whatever. shame all over my face It's that time of the year again. (Lengthy post ahead!)