from Annie

Father,

please forgive me.

For I have sinned,

being such an ugly thing;

to live and

to ruin one's life when they see me.

Father,

please forgive me.

For not being grateful,

for wishing everything is just a dream.

Father,

please forgive me.

For I have had acted the way I wasn't mean to be,

I'm sorry I was not the obedient kid you wanted me to be.

Oh Father,

You are quiet now,

like You always been;

but you were not.

I cried,

yet you are so quiet,

and I can't  hear Your call, still.

Father,

tell me what to do.

Have I found the freedom I had wanted?

Have I done the right thing?

Father,

tell me.